Food-filled Meeting.

The leaders of Youth Alive Grace Klang. Hahaha. Scared? :D

... and YUMZERSSS! Sister Moni makes awesome food. :)

RF #1

I like sad songs, movies or books that can make me cry.

Light.

25th Madness in church! SO many people! :D And Christmas production ended too fast! Ugh. I kinda miss it now that there's no more practices. Went to the cousins' place for good food after church. Yummms. Got a phone from my parents. Yaaay. All in all, a very wonderful Christmas :)

26th Church in the morning. The Ongs' place after that for a very yummy Christmas makan. Lepak-ed around and talked for hours until it was time for Sis Kim's place. Missed the pork ribs but it was another great makan, loads of fun, and awesome fellowship.

BLESSED CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE! :)

Countdown: 1

Christmas Eve! :)

Happy Things.

A house with slides, secret passages, table full of cakes and tea. Now, wouldn't that be fun! I wish, I wish :)

Angry People Are Scary People.

(Got this from Jaron's tumblr)

HAHAHAHAAHAHA! NUMBER 10! Ears? Wellington boots? HAHAHAHAH.

Lasak.

I dropped my phone today..

for the gazillionth time...

the screen went blank for 5 MINUTES....

and, resumes its life AGAIN.


WTCRAP WHY DON'T YOU DIE ALREADY ;(

Trees.

Trees. They have many uses, these green things. Well, they are green for a reason - to make food. They are also homes to some animals. Their roots - those huge protruding things - hold the ground firmly. Some people say, trees are like sponges. They absorb water and prevent things like landslides. They come in many shapes and sizes. Some are ugly on the surface, some are too thin, and many a times some are unnoticeable - until you need them..

Green - the colour of peace. Soothing. Refreshing. I remember the times during my primary days. So young and carefree. I didn't need to worry about anything much. Except fighting. The girl who was sitting beside me had identical pigtails, about the same size and had geeky, round glasses just like me! Well then, why would she grab my eraser?! It didn't matter because i shoved her anyway - and grabbed my eraser back. Eraser Stealer got back up on her feet and shoved me back. Now, this goes on for a while - shove, shove, shove. And then this girl - with a ponytail, slightly taller than us, NO GLASSES - loomed over us. She put one hand on my shoulder and slowly moved me away from Eraser Stealer. She reached a hand into her pocket and took out an eraser - JUST LIKE MINE! - and placed it in my palm. No, she wasn't green. but i liked her. I called her Friend.

Home - Comfortable. At ease. When I was in Form One, I walked past the huge gates and looked around my new and unfamiliar surroundings. I didn't know a single person! That worried me a lot. What if I don't have anyone to follow me to the toilet?(Yes girls worry about things like this.) Or what if I don't have anyone to share my food with?(Some girls, this too.) I walked to my class and looked around again. I chose to sit at the back corner alone because everyone else had a partner. Then, Friend walked in the class and I was overjoyed. She immediately came over to sit with me and I felt good. I felt at home.

Roots - Supportive. Protective. During Form Five, I was anxious. Creeping up to my teacher's table took a lot of courage. In the background, I could hear shouts, laughters and even more softly, cries of defeat. I slowly reached out for the little white slip the teacher handed to me. I didn't dare to look. After what seemed like an eternity, Friend put a hand on my shoulder and told me to look. I peeked and saw a few As and a lot of Bs. Tears streamed down my face. Friend just stood there, patting my shoulder and whispering, "It's okay."

Sponge - Absorbant. When I was 18, I dated. He was from college and I liked him a lot. One day, he told me, he didn't like me anymore. Just like that. I was devastated. I didnt know who to turn to. Not my parents - they would be worried sick/furious. I picked up my phone, scrolled through 'Contacts' while my vision blurred. I stopped at a name I haven't called in years. Dialled the number. We talked - for hours.

I snapped out of my thoughts and looked up as dark clouds began to form in the sky. In front of me, stood a tall tree and right in the middle of the tree trunk, a name was carved - Julia. Julia was Friend. She died last year due to cancer. She was my tree. A drop of tear hit the ground just as a ray of sunshine peeked through the leaves.

Of Desserts.

"OMG OMG What goes with vanilla? An Asian family, we ate fruits, you know. That was dessert." -Mike, Masterchef US

HAHAHAHAHAHA SO TRUE.

Pichaaas!

 Funny story behind this. I asked Dawn to pass these chocs to my mortal, Viv and Dawn asked June to pass it to Viv. Viv didn't get them. Panicked. Got the exact chocs from my GA. Found out that the chocs weren't really from my GA. They were actually mine! So, either Dawn told June unclearly or June heard wrongly.

 From my GA. Which he found on the hall floor the next morning. Haha.

 Reneeeeeee!

 Jonker Walk!

 Family reunion with the ah-ma. :)

 Uncle Benny!

Ladies. :D

Blessed Beyond Belief.

Oooh, can't believe i forgot to say, I AM BACKKKK! :D

For those of you who didn't go for camp - and sneaking around in my blog, GY Camp 2010 was awesomeeee! (I say this every year :D) Place was not 5-star, toilets were a lil' gross, and food wasn't amazing but everything else was! I was also given the opportunity to sing for the very first (and second) time. :) Amazingggg-ness! And oh, hung around and got chicken rice balls and some cendol in Malacca town after everything. Bet Jeff's having some peace right now without us girls annoying him. Hehe.

Ain't no party like a Jesus party ;)

Hope.

What the world needs is not more Mother Theresa nor generous billionaires.

What the world needs is an everlasting friend.

The world needs Jesus. :)
So, tell the world.

Slow Walking.

What would it feel like to finally finish this race we call life? To finally reach the finish line and say "I've run a very good race." Bet it'll feel pretty great :)

How's yours?

Gotten tired? Stopped in the middle? Well, don't. Yeah it might be long, hot and tiring but you know what? There's plenty of lemonade after. :D And yeah, you might be slow or the slowest but then again;

Finishing last in a race isn't failure, dropping out is.

Trust in the Lord always for He knows. He knows every pain, every ache you go through. And He knows you are capable of finishing this race.

And, oh, who knows. Some hot guy/girl might come help you up. :p

Back to (in my case) slow walking. I want to enjoy the scenery :)

Hello From The Dark.

I am typing in the dark. again. I find it quite nice actually. :D Still amazed at my amazing ability to type so well - and fast - in the dark. So anyways. I was bored beyond belief today. And i absolutely CANNOT for the life of me understand why am i so lazy.

This morning i woke up and started planning how i was about to spend my beyootiful day. I was going to clean my room because people have told me it looks like a store room (T_T), put away my old books, upload ancient photographs, categorized my clothes(because i saw it on TV and it looked cool), bathe my dog, read a book and - DON'T LAUGH OKAY - maybe study a little.

Hm. Wonder where all that time went. Certainly flies faster these days.

Oh, wells. Tomorrow's a new day! :D

The Little Rabbit

Happy Birthday Baby :)

Aarrrr!

VBS is tomorrow! Gotta stock up on the energy for the adorable-and naughty kiddies. Oh, joy! :D

Cookie Monsterrrr.

(from Jaron's tumblr)

Sesame street! <3

Blegh.

On second thought,

WHY AM I SO EMO SO ANNOYING UGH.

Got. to. get. a. grip.

Hardly.

I don't know what to write anymore. Hm.

Actually i think i had something, but i forgot. Hmmm.

Yeap, i guess i'm pretty much like this these days.

Belated 16th birthday post?

Today i made a decision - or tried to. But it was hard. So hard that i cried. Never knew i had to make decisions like this. The only decisions i'm used to are whether i should go to school or what should i wear and such. Haha. It's time to grow up i guess. My mom was just telling me how fast my sisters and i are growing. And i'm not gonna lie, it scares me. Thinking of all the many more decisions i have to make every which one will count for the next one.

Talked to a friend not long ago about careers. And you might think, huh. I'm only sixteen. What do i have to worry about. Well it won't be long till i have to eventually make that decision. One year will fly by like how it did this year. And it scares me how important this decision will be. How it'll lead to whatever comes next. How i can't regret and turn back time and make another decision. I don't want to be just another person, trying to live by life. The future's looking just a little hazy now and I fear for what it holds. I really am.

I need strength.

Life Is Good #1

Studying BM with Planetshakers' playing in the background. Encouragement, I need :)

My God is bigger than all circumstance.
My God never fails.

The Best.

And there is absolutely nothing wrong in reaching for some stars. Nor in believing it. :)

Renewed

It is hard and you know it. but then again what does come easy?
You just won't give up. You can't.

Exhausted

Sometimes it gets so tiring, you can't help but to think maybe you cannot go on anymore.
and maybe you just want to give up.

No Place Like Home.

Hiii!

Never knew I'd miss Malaysia this much. and the food. :D Said hi to my house, the guards, the grass(HAHA) And thanks to my delayed flight, i only got home at 2 in the morning. And, having a fever. ;( But, the point is

I'M BACK!

..and glad to be :)

*inserts Bye in Mandarin*

Bookfest, KLCC

Dad : Go to the other side and see whether got Archies' comics or not.

*10 minutes later

Us : Don't have lah. All chinese one.

Nette : Chinese books, chinese recipes, chinese songs. When you enter ah, the atmosphere also Chinese.

Dad : LOL. Don't forget, in two days we'll be in THAT atmosphere.

***
Off to Beijing! :D Annyeonggg!
(oops, wrong country. :p)

Cos' I'm leaving in a ... car. :D

Off to church camp for four daysssssss!

Well everyone usually starts with the good then, the bad. But I, choose to leave this typing space(and Klang), on a happy note. :)

The Bad : Second camp without Netty with Meta being the first. She haz exams. This by itself is tres bad. :(

The Good : Will. have. some. time. to. think! And oh, good company too. And ohhh, a no-school-Monday! Sigh, happy. :)

Family slot! :

Nette: ... My friend was telling me how opposite attracts.

Dad: Yep just like how your dad makes the joke and your mom IS the joke.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH. (toldcha i was leaving on a happy note)
Byeeee.

Netty

We're different yet so similar. Different personalities, same taste and same laugh

Happy Birthday, my twin!

I'm thankful that you are MY sister. :)

ISCF Rally '10

That rush, was amazing. An experience of a lifetime and hopefully, more to come. I hope it was as awesome for you as it is for me seeing lives saved.

Everything i do, i do it for You. :)

All In Good Time.

Got nothing to do on a Saturday evening? Bored on a Saturday evening? NOT bored on a Saturday evening?

COME!

If you like, you can come in your peejays too. :)

*For non-Muslims only.

http://interschoolcf.blogspot.com/

Solution.

I AM FUMING! Iker Casillas has a sports journalist for a girlfriend whom he kissed when interviewed whose last name sounds like food, sigh =( I mean, who doesn't like food!

I digress.

I've always wanted to be a doctor(ok, to be fair, it's partially the every kid's dream blablabla and partially, i really wanted to see the inside of a body i am not kidding). Sixteen years have come and gone and there is still that curious part of me. And another part watched House and saw how miserable his life is and doesn't want to live with 67 cats and be disturbed in the middle of the night to perform a surgery on someone, half-asleep! Whew, that was a type-ful. (Geddit geddddddit?!) Lol. That part found art!(not the seni thingies) - performing arts, literature and journalism. I know right, how more contradicting can this get?

But now, i have the answer staring me in the face!

I am *jeng jeng jeng* going to become a sports journalist like that Carbonero lady! Ngehehe. Brilliant, isn't it? :D




I'm kidding.
My dilemmas are still here and they look like they'll be staying for a while now. And i'm too tired to think-or type- so i'll save this for another time. G'night!

Of Nuttiness.

I accidentally threw my racket while hitting a shuttlecock during badminton.

Because Our NLC Group Rocks!

Last Friday, the Sweet Sixteens and a few not-so-Sweet-Sixteens made a trip to Sunway! =D Had tons of fun with the ladies and Zlwin. Watched Karate Kid, laughed, cried. Right before taking the train home, six of us went to Bubba Gump for ice-cream and desserts! <3 Omgosh the place is super adorable! So rustic and homey! Would be nice to have a party there someday. Going back to desserts, we had a tough time choosing so we ordered all 5 from the menu. :D Yes, super greedy! 

And oh, adorable moment!

Vivien Yap : Breathe in more Dettol! Can kill the bacterias in your lungs!

HAHAHAHA, super adorable can.

So Much More.

Lord, I thank You for me. :)

Billionaire Moms

.. are even awesome-r! Oh, how i wish.

"If i were a billionaire, i'd buy my daughter bags." - Mom to the tune of "I Wanna be a Billionaire".

'Cos We're Fat and Fabulous.

 This morning - or afternoon - Eireen woke me yelling Lynnette wants to talk to me. And i was like Mehhh ask her to come up and talk lah and plopped back in bed. Then the door burst open - HAHA, so dramatic - and Nette and Bryan walked in with a cake singing Happy Birthday. They made me get up, make a wish, blow candles, and cut the cake and, i went back to sleep again. Haha. We went to Aeon for lunch then came home to talk, play BRATZ, play an out of tune guitar, take nonsense pictures and watch nonsense TV show. Yeap that's all and it was fun. :D Thanks Bryan! Love you lots. :) Btw, the cake, is THE BOMB. And the hairbands too :)

My nonsense, high 5-ing macha. :D

Feel Good Channel.

Random guy : Roadhog, why didn't you drive around me?

Jughead : *shrugs* I didn't think i had enough gas.

Reach.

Nothing is impossible. Not for my God.

And yes, i do believe in dreams come true. :)

The Malaysian-o-meter.

Do you know a term - a Malaysian one, i might add - called "Gostan?"

ps/ Ew, THIS close to swallowing a bad cherry.

Moms

.. are awesome!

Dad : Hmm. What's happening next week ah?
Me : Something awesome :D
Dad : Oh sorry next week ah, i think i won't be around. (jokingly, in case you haven't catched on)
Mom : Huh dad? Not around ah?

*the entire car excluding mom rolls their eyes*

Dad : Haiyo mom. joking only lah.
Mom : (FINALLY, catched on) Oh oh yea i'm not going to be around also.
Me : Mom, no, the joke's over.

Happy Day #1

In case you are slow, the post down there *points* is not finale okay. So yeah, holidays are here and kickin' and dancin' and whatnot. I have homework though :( piles. of  homework. Before we went home yesterday, Miss Sim came to the class and wrote this (or something along the lines. can't remember exactly with all the "hype" of the PJ paper. But, you get it lah!) :

Holiday *inserts groan* assignment  (don't grumble!) *inserts laughter*

Write/type an essay of "What my life would be in 20 years time." 

Deadline : 21/6 (Monday)

Le sigh. A holiday essay, again. :( 

Why i love Miss Sim : awesome essay titles! not like, How to have a balanced diet or How to prevent global warming. I hate those. And she once asked us to email our essays in! 8D

Why my love for Miss Sim went down a few notches : Whaddya think?

Three Syllables.

FI-NA-LLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Whoopeedoo! :D

Fridays, again.

Oh, this is too funny to not share!
Okay fine, maybe you wouldn't laugh as hard as me.
But, that's because you didn't hear it like i did.
Or maybe you just don't have a sense of humour.
*someone mumbles*
What's that?
"Get on with it!"
Oh, sorry.

Now i'm just talking to myself.

****

*phone vibrates*

Guy : Well, aren't you going to pick it up. It sounds urgent.


HAHAHAHA. (?)

Woe is Me.

Hai! *waves to non-existant people*

I'm so boring these days. Sigh. I hardly rant anymore. :( Well, not much a bad thing but i thing my blog begs to differ. So anyways, i'm going to rant about Minesweeper! Ya lah so obsessed about it ever since Alex taught me how to play. :D I can play the expert level now! But, i absolutely hate/despise/dislike/abhor it when i am about to win (and, i know this for a fact because there are only 3 boxes left -.-) and it comes to a time when i have to guess, *click*

i lose.

Can't Get Over.

I feel so,




SILLY. :(

I Like Irony.

Before i forget about this, i actually forgot that i want to blog about how it'd be so awesome to have a device that records your every blog idea, or funny moments, or whatnot so, *wiggles eyebrows* i wouldn't forget. ;D

I'm all about the technology these days. Must be from the Commonwealth essay. Haha!

No Time for History.

"This is your life, and today is all you've got now."

I, for one, knows what it's like to push things off then regret it. I, for one, want to live a life that i could be proud of. One that i could look back when i'm old and grey, knowing i've done everything i could and more. So, why wait? Why let your youth stop you? when today is all you've got now.

Director.

Days like this, i pray that someone would invent a brain USB thingy so we can all just channel our thoughts and imaginations into writings. BOOM! Essay.


Now, wouldn't that be a hit!

Funny Friesdays.

Funny day in school today. Well, funny days everyday actually but since i remembered to blog today, so funny this! During English class, Pathma was yapping away as usual and she was telling me this story..

Pathma : Yesterday i imagined Mr. V [name protected for safety purposes so lets call him V shall, we?](and yes, it's a random alphabet not his initials or something aiyo.) siting up there..... 

*Miss Sim stands right beside Pathma*

Miss Sim : Hmm. I didn't hear that.

I don't know whether to laugh or not and i'm almost afraid of what Miss Sim'd think now. Though i'm glad it wasn't me :D

Hahahaha! So, i opted to laugh.

***

I digress. So, as of right now, i am typing with mucus wanting to run down from my nose. And, I don't know which is worse. 

BEING SICK OR SUFFERING FROM WRITER'S BLOCK?!

Gah.

Midnight Train.

The heavy rain, Minesweeper and me. I can't help but to just want to curl up in bed and think. But alas, Add Maths homework prevents this. :(

I'd be Wasting Air.

I will not lose my cool.

*breathes in, breathes out*

So hi everyone! How's it going? :D

American Idol #1

"Tim is singing Better Days!"

*Tim sings*

:(

Pizza-zaaa!

My maid : *points at pepperoni* Ini banana kan?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Sunshine Days.

*Sean Kingston's Eenie Meenie(yes i googled for the spelling) featuring you-know-who(google if you don't know!) on the radio*

Netty : Eh, is this.. Colbie Caillat?!

Me : Eh?

Netty : Omg! It's Justin Bieber!!!!

I love my sister! And i do like Justin Bieber, he's cute and everything, but, HAHAHAHA!

A Dose of The Nanny!

Mr Sheffield : Congratulate me! I'm going to propose to my nanny.

Employee : The one with the voice?

Mr. Sheffield : What voice?

Employee : Yep, you're in love.

And i was like, Hi!

Netty: Eh, i'm gonna nudge you now.

I LOVE doing this! =D

Grasping.

I stumbled upon this daily timetable in my Moral textbook;

5:30 pagi - 6:30 pagi  : Mengulang kaji pelajaran.


What rot.

Ocean To Nowhere.

barbecue barbecue barbecue barbecue bar be cue bar be cue bar be cue barrrr beeee cuuuue

Why, hello!

If you were wondering, yes i do this quite often - pronounce a word slowly and see if it makes sense. Currently it doesn't really register. And no, the question is not how in the world the word came about cause mehhh, what do i know.

No point to this post, really. Just wanted to talk a little here and there and maybe i'll look back at this and laugh to myself - or at, as the situation might be. So anyway, my sister isn't going to school tomorrow, oh nos. :(

I read the dictionary too when i'm bored.

Never Empty.

Your love is a symphony

All around me

Running through me

When I call, He always always answers. And still is, overwhelming.

It's 4:03

I tossed and turned all night long like a restless baby. How long have i been staring at this freakin' ceiling! Memorizing every detail - a stretch of water patch, cracked plaster, flowers, more flowers - and unconsciously tracing a finger in the air. Oh if there was an exam - a ceiling exam *scoff* how i would totally pass.

And so, as i slowly traced my finger across every end of the ceiling, the water patch started to mutate? into what is that - a pair of eyes? My gaze drifted to the cracked plaster, wait, no, a nose?! Hoo-boy, the hours are finally working its magic. And oh, the flowers! Oh gosh, are they smiling at me? A rather warm smile for flowers, i'd say. And hm, quite a familiar pair of eyes. Beautiful gray, sparkling eyes.

Stop torturing me, i whispered loudly.

But no, they kept smiling, staring, swirling.

"Hah!" I let out a sigh of defeat. I pushed the covers aside, reached over to the little table - idling? - beside my bed and grabbed the cordless phone, punched in those familiar numbers and waited.

Dialtone.

Oh boy, what am i thinking? It's 4:03. Am i nuts am i nuts am i nutsssss.

Dialtone.

I am counting till 3 and if there is no answer-

"Hello?"

Every festival, same issue.

By now, you'd be thinking, Wow i am on a roll today. But no, i'd be sleeping by now if it weren't for those fireworks. And of course behind each firework, an inconsiderate person. sigh. Don't they know it's 12.30 already?! Or that eyebags don't look good on CNY? Aren't they sleepy?! Can't they hear my dog barking madly? Oh *groan* here they go again!

Just maybe, you do.

If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground

If you lose faith in you

I'll give you strength to pull through

Tell me you won't give up

Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know

I'll be there for you

I love you, you know. :)

A Stand.

Sometimes, i feel like running away from this. No, it's not an act of cowardice. It's weakness.

But i'm not weak.
I'm afraid.
But i'll still try.
And, i won't stop believing.

Oh, Blessed Chinese New Year, dearests! :) Love, love, love.

Yet Again.

The world, as you know it, and everything else does not evolve around you, you and you only.

But, is it my fault?

Saturday Madness.

Yesterday, i was in the horriblest mood ever. EVER. For now, at least. Okay so, i followed my mom to OU(at this point you must be thinking how can i be in a horrible mood when in OU! i must be crazy. well, not me but someone was definitely cuhrayzyyy.)

I was in Zara when i tried on a shirt. ONE shirt. ONEEEEE! I didn't like it blabla took it out gave it back, SAID THANK YOU politely. when.. the lady stopped me and asked where's the other garment. WHAT OTHER GARMENT?! Then i realised the card thingy read: 2. So, oh okay, that isn't my fault now, is it? So i told her very very very politely, i only took one in. And the nerve of her, she said this: (very sarcastically may i add) How do you expect me to believe you? (complete with fake accent and everything.) Well, nothing i can do about it. So i repeated i only took one in.

Anyway, i digress, where on earth do you think i'd hide it? i didn't even bring in a bag. Gosh, people sometimes. And she didn't believe me! So she asked the man who handed me the card and he answered sheepishly, "Accidentally." So, lady said, "Oh sorry." PISHHH. So if the man said no, she'd accuse me of hiding the other garment in what, my hair? Heryoh. So mad. I wanted to complain of how rude the lady was... on second thought, why didn't I? :( But nevermind, I'll show her an act of kindness. But i'll bet she was worrying when was her manager going to approach her or something. :D

So, Guess What Are We Watching?

AMERICAN IDOL!

*shrieks*

ps/ I made my piano teacher change my class. ;D

It Starts Now.

Because there's no time like the present, is there?

I'm not dreading, I'm just waiting.

Hellooo!

I've been quite exhausted with school the last week. The waking up before 6 thing needs a little more time to get used to. On another note, i've always considered taking English Literature. But alas, i don't know whether i can handle that without a tutor. Decisions, decisions.

ps/ On a funnier note, the drama for form5 is.. a joke. Read if you must.

Not so ready for sekolah..

.. but i'm ready to roll for God. :)

Are you?

Have a blessed day!

Blessed New Year!

"Let there be completeness in the things you start." - Ps. Henry

2009, i've learnt a lot during this year. Been through tough times and definitely grew in the Lord. Built friendships, broken friendships, mended  friendships. Also, discovered a dream. A dream for God. It was something i had to work on, something i have to start but never gotten around to because i kept putting things off. Ah, putting things off - something i do so very much. I wasted the whole year by telling myself tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. And haha, funny thing was the movie 2012 actually made me wonder what if the world ends tomorrow? What have i done? What have i even been doing? Nothing. I just keep dreaming of the great things. I realised everything starts with a dream  - you dream BIG. But nothing comes out of that dream when nothing is done. You go NOWHERE.

For 2010, my mom asked me sometime around New Year's Eve what was my resolution and the first thing on my mind was "Finish the things i start." And true enough, God confirmed it through Ps. Henry's prayer. God is beyond amazing. :)

I'm taking my stand, and i will complete the things i've started only with a dream and with God by my side.

Because I'll be going somewhere.