Aarrrr!

VBS is tomorrow! Gotta stock up on the energy for the adorable-and naughty kiddies. Oh, joy! :D

Cookie Monsterrrr.

(from Jaron's tumblr)

Sesame street! <3

Blegh.

On second thought,

WHY AM I SO EMO SO ANNOYING UGH.

Got. to. get. a. grip.

Hardly.

I don't know what to write anymore. Hm.

Actually i think i had something, but i forgot. Hmmm.

Yeap, i guess i'm pretty much like this these days.

Belated 16th birthday post?

Today i made a decision - or tried to. But it was hard. So hard that i cried. Never knew i had to make decisions like this. The only decisions i'm used to are whether i should go to school or what should i wear and such. Haha. It's time to grow up i guess. My mom was just telling me how fast my sisters and i are growing. And i'm not gonna lie, it scares me. Thinking of all the many more decisions i have to make every which one will count for the next one.

Talked to a friend not long ago about careers. And you might think, huh. I'm only sixteen. What do i have to worry about. Well it won't be long till i have to eventually make that decision. One year will fly by like how it did this year. And it scares me how important this decision will be. How it'll lead to whatever comes next. How i can't regret and turn back time and make another decision. I don't want to be just another person, trying to live by life. The future's looking just a little hazy now and I fear for what it holds. I really am.

I need strength.