chaos

Falling deep into the dark recesses of nowhere. That's scary. The feeling of the heart dropping endlessly, rapidly -no, plunging into the unknown. Where it is neither black nor white. All this even when the body is still. Just waiting to see whether a hand will reach out from the sunlight in the far east or the dark behind will swallow it whole.

Holla On a Bad Note.

I CANNOT express exactly how much I dislike Saturday school. But I will. Because the school(well, not really but someone -or something- has to take the blame) deserves my dislike.

Pfft, as if 5 days of school isn't enough!

heart

I wish i can remember every event, every feeling, every emotion, pretty much everything about my 2010 but i can't. I'll try.

It's astonishing and quite scary how time flies. I know I say this a gazillion times but when every year comes and go, never fails to remind me again. I'd like to say i've grown a lot the last year - spiritually, mentally and physically(duh) It was a really great year - in the way i can only ever remember. The good and the bad and just-blah days happened and I'm really grateful for every little thing that built me and my life to the way it is right now. And very very blessed to have good company and to know the only love the world will only know, Jesus. 

You know how some of us are always thinking over and over again, how can someone give up on life? Is life that easy to just abandon and not give a damn about anymore? Yup, i was one of them. Very critical, at that. And as I found out later, very hypocrytical as well. Because I did think of giving up. Life was just too much of a "hassle" - meaningless for some.  It was this tempting thought of letting go all responsibilities and just, not care. What will I be living for then? Just walking the earth without a direction, without a goal, without hopes, without dreams? A nobody. There's just got to be more to life. And you know what, it might be tough, but I've got so much more to give and I'll take my chances.

That was my 2010. Tough, amazing, with sides of fun.

just, think

Time to make another round of decisions. And this time, I can't just think for myself. I need to think what's best for the rest. To think of what I have to do, how I can change their lives, how they can change mine. Here it comes again, the burdened feeling of the many hopes and dreams the world has. Like in Sims, when random questions during work come up and you have to choose. Right choice, bonus. Wrong choice, demotion or even losing the job. I'm afraid - for me and for them.

From The Australian Cousin.

"Yo Momma so fat, that when she passed by my house, i didn't have sunlight for THREE DAYS."

HAHAHA. Just for laughs, okay, JUST FOR LAUGHS.

Funny-sities! #1

Jon Wong : Eh David, where you bought your iPhone?
David S : States.
Jon : Oh.

...

Jon : Where ah?
David : The States.
Jon : KL ah?


HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

To Remember.

Hellos! First day of school was preeeetty okay. Kinda excited for the last year actually. Woke up without much trouble either. Haha. And finallyyy, all of us(except 3 :( ) in the same class! Noisemaker in front of me, best friend beside me, sleeping buddy and nonsense buddy behind me. Yayzersss! :D Haha. I predict a lot of trouble.. and a lot of fun. :)

Even Greater.

Amaaazing praise and worship from Henry Seeley Live! @Kingdom City. ;)

Oh, Nose!

SCHOOL EEZ TOMOROE! 

:O

I need to remove nail polish, cut my nails, wrap my books, buy new pens, clean my table already oh for goodness sake! The list goes on. And then, somemore.  

2011

First thing's first, BLESSED 2011!

Second, Ps Henry started the countdown AFTER 12am. But who cares. We still had confetti and balloons and all those awesomeness.

Third, Nick's leaving for NS this Sunday, oh nooesssss. :(

Fourth, I am 17-to-be and this will be the last year of high school for me and i have a ton of things in my mind right now but i'm really too sleepy to think or type so i'll save my 2010 post for another time.

Fifth, Thank You Jesus for an amazing year. I love You! :)