Superhuman.

Friends. They could be putting on a show for all you know.

Troubled.

Lest.

I am having the biggest case of nerves. BIGGEST.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!

Soothe.

1. Use one song to describe your current mood or feeling.
Smile - Uncle Kracker. hello, good mood here!

2. List 10 songs using the first letter of your name.
Live Like We're Dying - The Script
Little Wonders - Rob Thomas
Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf ft. Lil' Wayne
Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park
Let Love In - Goo Goo Dolls
Learning To Fall - Boys Like Girls
Life In Technicolor - Coldplay
Lost - Coldplay
Lovers In Japan - Coldplay
Look After You - The Fray

3. List 2 fav female singer.
Colbie Caillat
Taylor Swift

4. List 2 fav male singer.
Jesse McCartney.
John Mayer

5. List 2 fav band.
Switchfoot
The Script

6. List 10 fav songs of yours.
So Contagious - Acceptance
Stolen - Dashboard Confessional
The Scientist - Coldplay
This Is Your Life - Switchfoot
Mr. Brightside - The Killers
If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickelback
Talk You Down - The Script
How To Save A Life - The Fray
Shontelle ft. Akon - Stuck With Each Other
Move Along - The All-American Rejects

7. List one stupid and funny song.
Obsessed - Mariah Carey

(and i was like, why you so obsessed with me. HAHA)

8. List one song you feel it's meaningful to you.
Everything - Lifehouse

9. Ever wish to write your own song?
yes.

10. Do you wanna be a singer when you grow up?
definitely. (doesn't have to be a professional career.)

11. What's the one song you wanna dedicate to your lover/crush [have it or don't, just fill in]
Stolen - Dashboard Confessional

12. Current song you're listening.
Fire - Augustana

You prefer:
-Country or Blue?
country.

-You prefer Rock or Pop?
alternative rock

-Classic or Acoustic?
acoustic. on second thought, classic. I CANNOT stand acoustic, unless live.

-Avril Lavigne or Michelle Branch?
Avril Lavigne.

-Celine Dion or Mariah Carey?
Obse.. Celine Dion. XD

-Simple Plan or Linkin Park?
Linkin Park.

-Lady Gaga or Katy Perry?
Lady Gaga.

-Smokie or Aerosmith?
Smokie? Aerosmith wins by default.

-Jesse McCartney or David Archuleta?
ALAMAK, BOTH. But if you'd known me for a while now, you'd know its Jesse. hehe.

-Marie Digby or Taylor Swift?
Taylor Swift.

-David Cook or Kris Allen?
aiyah, this is no competition at all. David Cook!

-Rihanna or Beyonce?
Beyonce.

-Leona Lewis or Jordin Sparks?
Leona.

-Michael Learns to Rock or My Chemical Romance?
MCR.

-Kelly Clarkson or Lindsay Lohan?
Kelly Clarkson.

-Boys like Girls or Jonas Brothers?
you know, im starting to like the JoBros a lil especially with Fly With Me. but thats one song, so.. Boys Like Girls it is.

-Daniel Powter or Michael Bolton?
Daniel Powter.

-Chris Daughtry or Clay Aiken?
Daughtryyyyy.

-Westlife or Boyzone?
Westlife.

-Akon or Chris Brown?
Chris Brown.

Hah, sooo tired. A night of Shane Dawson and American Idol Rejects sure took a lot of energy.
Goodday!

From Strength to Strength.

photo taken in Korea.

Nobody said warfare was easy. Sometimes when you feel like letting go, remember the people fighting alongside you. Remember how God died for us. Because we are the front-runners and we have nothing to lose.

1 Thessalonians 5:11; Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.

Stay strong, everyone and have an awesome week! :)

maybe the moon is red.

Just one of those 4am nights when there is little confusion and more than little insecurity.

hear me out.

Does anyone understand what im saying?

to make them realise this is my life.

And when there is a day the Sun explodes, you walk over with high hopes and the greatest expectations, only to realise

its just dust.

but you've done the best you can.

and they still do not understand.

it's hard to keep guessing who you'll be next.

Maybe i don't know you. but maybe just, maybe i never did.

and maybe so will they.

but we'll still be waiting. all of us.

Hi I am Lilian Einstein.

I have almost forgotten how cold it is to take a shower in the morning. or how hard it is for me to wake up.

Today i saw the dumbest thing in my Math paper. Come to think of it, no wonder i spent so much time on one question. I mean if i were Enstein, it is okay to create things like 2 pi r square for circumference of a circle. but i am not.

And maybe i did forgot to use the calculator(right under my nose, i might add) halfway through.

Was i semi-conscious? or maybeeee i was sleepy. =O

And today someone yelled at me that PMR is in 36 days!! O.O The last time i remembered it was still 54 days! Time does fly.

Note to self: ......... huh, i forgot what i was going to type. Blog materials usually pop themselves on the worst timing everrrrr! e.g, school. grr :(

Another note to self: HIT THE BOOKS!

x.

reaching into the white.

Hello world!

My holidays were blah if you were wondering. But i like it this way blah boring eat eat sleep blah.

1. The parents bugged me to clean my room :( (which i thought served no purpose at all because it will be quote dad, dog sty-ish in 2 weeks) (don't ask me whats a dog sty please.)

2. My dad has been bugging me to upload the long-forgotten Korea pictures into his thumbdrive. -which is still empty.

3. My mom has been bugging me to study but i still have 10 pages of History facts to my name as the night before my trials when i took Jaclyn's advice and ditched the books.

4. Why i was so "busy" to study, clean my room and upload pictures were because my awesome dad finally(FINALLY!) uploaded the Sims3 to the new cpu(i have 2 CPUS now! haha how cool is that but that is not the point because the point is..) I WAS ON THE SIMS3 MANIA. :)

5. I watched UP. When asked by Caleb whether i cried during the parts where i was supposed to cry, i said no because i was laughing the whole way. But the thought of SPOILERS! crying when Ellie died did cross my mind but then my attention diverted to how cute everyone was so the thought unpoofed itself. by the way, i thought the younger Carl look alot more like Bryan than Russell. by by the way, methinks it was a good Pixar movie. by by by the way, methinks G.I. Joe wasn't bad at all.

6. My English teacher told me i have a literary flair(don't ask me, i don't know) when i write and she suggested i take English Lit next year. Lit's not my cup of tea but writing is. And it sure beats EST or Accounts .. in MALAY.

7. TEENAGE DREAMS. lol.

8. Secondhand Serenade is not better than Dashboard. NOT.

9. 12.09 AM is another day Blogger. THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A TUESDAY POST. A BACK-TO-SCHOOL GOODBYE HOLIDAYS POST. gah.

*looks at clock* Sooooo, Time to hit the sack. G'night world. I love Topshop. Dustin is back, NOUGATS! bye.

look at the stars, they're just for you.

Here comes the fireworks.

Happy Merdeka Day! :D

Can't You See This Whole Thing Is A Circle.

Really, I do not wish to know how my flush works or where the toilet water came from cos' honestly, .. i don't care. Sad but, the truth.

Oh, now you can hear everyone at home laughing downstairs while im here learning about how their home works.

And despite my four entries to mtv, i still didn't get to see AAR. But i got over it. Hey, i could study. But i did not. I spent 4 hours walking the Topshop floor in OU which i could use at least, AT LEAST, to replace my sleepless nights.

Oh oh ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, my EPL! :(
I just checked the fixtures and im going to have to miss the first two months and depend on Ruifong.

And, where is my white box! Distractions, distractions.

Dancing Coloured Spots.

When you teach a science student how to solve a Rubiks cube,

"EXPLAAAAAAAAAAIN!"

you can't really blame me.

Jaw-dropping, really.

Which of you ever had a teacher that swears out loud?

A discipline teacher.

Swearing.

With a microphone.

To the whole entire school.

=

EPIC.

I mean, even if she was demonstrating, no teacher will ever come out and say F*** you and B---- just for kicks. She pretty much said something like this, "Ini ialah institusi pendidikan bla bla bla dan kamu gunakan *insert aforementioned swears*." Funny that she mentioned institusi pendidikan and not long after, sweared. Haha, ironic or what!

ps/ and yes, she actually said it. Not eff you but literally the whole word. Suddenly, everyone's looking forward to school. roar.

This Is Our God.

And my own two hands will comfort you

Tonight, tonight

Say when

And my own two arms will carry you

Tonight, tonight.

_

When people around fails us, He never will.

When friends aren't friends, He is.

This is how amazing our God is.