You Are My Strength, Lord.

Sis, Jess and gang is in Aeon singing their butts off, me at home feeling miserable.

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I find it very hard to say what im feeling nowadays but there's this not-so-good feeling. It started around this year where I, have a habit too where i think too much about life, the future, God, loads of those--these "thinking moments" the way sis calls it. She always tells me not to think too much and I know i said i'll stop them but, i really can't help it. I have an idea of whats going on in my head, try to explain but i can't explain them. I pray every night and ask God to take control of my life, to lead my way because I know there's something big waiting for me. Amen?

Last Exam Rant on 2008.

Me exams are over!

HAHAHAHAHAHA Ezra! I'll be berpontenging school while you study. :P.

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Civics paper was totally easy uhh, okay lah today(shoot, later i jinx it.Lol) And i wasnt feeling well lah; coughing and sneezing 5 times in 3 minutes. Jade said i look super miserable with four packets of tissue used up on my table. YES, FOUR! Um, and i guess the tissues in the rubbish plastic are all mine. Hee :D.

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Anyway we had Etika Makan after recess. Now, lemme tell you bout this KH thing. We had to bring food and sit properly and not kangkang and sit straight and not talk with your mouth full. And, all for show! LOL. While Pn. Nadiah gives us an A(unless, you were walking around and sitting with your legs up lah.) ps/ I sit with my legs up while eating at home, so what.

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And of course i was sneezing(flu dont go away in 2 hours okay) and she said "Lilian kalau awak sneeze masa makan, saya bagi awak D" T.T Hard to control, can.

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Few days back Mithra was talking to Chin Ying and i got kepo and all. lol.

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ChinYing: Eh something something self pro-something (sounded bombastic at that time, btw.)

Lilian: See la genius all use bombastic words.

ChinYing: Hah what? i said siao lah. BOMBASTIC WORD AH?

Lilian: Oh. Hehe. Okay.

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And since that fateful day, everyone started teasing me you know! Hmf. Hello, so not my fault for tersalah dengar-ing. :( Where can do this to me?

Okay, on a totally different subject, i got back my History and PJ paper and i got A's. No more C for PJ! whee! Oh and when i was bugging Pn. Mala to mark my paper before she went, out she said this;

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Pn. Mala: Your sister is so quiet lah. *still bugging her*

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"Oh that one ah, pretending wan. She's actually very noisy."

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LOL, Im not going to school tomorrow, later Jaclyn accuses me for "menjangkiti the healthy people" Bah!

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"WHO DO YOUUUUUU THINK YOU ARE"

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Living Skills.

I just realised i bought Kemahiran Hidup.. Perdagangan & Keusahawanan. omg!

Always a Trio At Heart.

Today, right after school, i tagged along with my mom to Aeon(she called me along okay!) to get my cousin brother, Jon a prezy! Technically today, is his birthday! Right after PMR too. :). We got him this Quiksilver shirt(because he likes Quiksilver and shirts) which was $$. Nevertheless we still got it cause i liked it and my mom asked me if i wanted anything at all(see, angin wan i tell you.) and i said... No. Eh why you all snickering!

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TomorrowToday, laterrrr of course(where would i be going at 2 in the morning?!) i would be meeting up with his family in Sunway for foodhis birthday.

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Happy Birthday Jon!

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We used to play masak-masak together(all three of us-nette,jon & i) and all of us have seen each other cry, go through phases of life, etc and there was one time he breakdanced in my room and fell. Alright, enough sappy stuffs. As most of you know him, he plays the drums awesomely(Have you seen him play them awesomely?! zomg.) We grew up playing together and he's older now!(masak-masak pfft) Me and sis now a duo ;)

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Club Med, Cherating.

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Technically he's like a brother but he's not because.. well he's not lah. Lol.

I gotta stop using "technically" cause i sound so nerdy. Why is there so many 'causes' anyway?

I Take My Words Back.

Pathma: Yer Jade *touches jade's shorts cause she's sitting like a tai kor* Very nice hor.
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Jade: YER pien tai!
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Pathma: My father's name is Pentaiah lah not pien tai.
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ps/ Math was totally tough. ;(.

Have You Got A Smilie Today? :)

Maths tomorrow! so very happy. i love doing Maths. :)

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I am taller than my sister! ..by 0.1cm or so she says lah ;)

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Lynnette whines that this is a sensitive issue. :P

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No more sleep-till-one tomorrow. :(

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0.1cm be gone! :D

Grace Youth Camp 2008

Hallo people!

screw my byebye internet sign.

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The end of 2008 is hitting us hard and fast. sooo.. lets all go for camp!

hahahahahahhahahahaha!

see the picca below? all the details you need.

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And, this year im pretty proud of myself for getting my friends too!

Josiah(i didnt bugg him ok), Jade(okay i bugged her) and Jessica.(sister bugged her)

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Alright, fees start at 230 bucks -then 240, 260- and still is until Ps Henry promotes camp during service which most likely would be this Sunday.

So quick! ask me to pay the 50bucks deposit first.. and then you can pay me back later. :).

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Piccas below are a few of last year's because i was too lazy to post them up. Teruk kan?

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Winning team, MY TEAM! :D

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Contact me lah, bye!

MIEEEKKKK!

Supressed to Express.

Hello!

No school today! :).

i got up at 1.30!

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Movie rant post: Twilight!

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My sister showed me this page to gossip bout the characters :D

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1099212/

Check this page out for casts!

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As you all know, i dont fancy Robert Pattinson. Haha! I know i've made this point very clear with previous posts but.. Ahem before i get carried awayyyy..

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Robert Pattinson as Edward Cullen

I dont completely hate him lah. I just err.. dont feel him as EC ok? Based on descriptions of him in the books and my head image. lol. I think his smile and too much make-up looks little creepy and he's abit old, no? *covers his face everytime page pops up* I think he looks bergaya without smiling and whats with the hair man?

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Taylor Lautner as Jacob Black

Oh My God! Have you seen him? HE IS THE HOT CHARACTER MAN! (even though my head image of him wasnt THAT hot) Shark Boy & Lava Girl ring a bell? Except he's all grown up!! And im still ogling him now. :D.

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Nette: Ok Jacob Black *clicks*

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Lilian: *eyes bug out* OHMYGOD so hot *head drops*

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Nette: Hot right! told you.. He looks like a jacob black.

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Lilian: i know! *gushes about Jacob* Im gonna keep looking at him now. Now i think i want JB and Bella to be together but i know you and Jessica hate Jacob Black. Lol.

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Gil Birmingham as Billy Black

He looks like a Billy Black! nuff said.

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Billy Burke as Charlie Swan

Nette: Eh Charlie very old you know!

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Lilian: Yes ar? seeeeee..*clicks*

WALAO! why so hot wan?!

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Peter Facinelli as Dr Carlisle Cullen

Lilian: my gosh! so hot! If they didnt have the mature look, i would so pick him or Billy Burke for Edward. Seriously lah, i dont like Robert Pattinson! why other people so hot wan!

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Nette: *whines with Lilian for one full day till mom asks to shut up :P*

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Okaylah, i summarize what i think about the others. Lazy to type their long, long names.

Esme looks alright, a little old but okay nonetheless.

Rosalie looks old. I like her brown hair better.

Alice so preeeeetty! Good.

Eww, Jasper looks horny! But okaylah after he died his hair blond.

Emmett so big and cute :p hehe!

James so hot lah!

Eh i think ah, Laurent also look better than Edward :(

Victoria abit old! WHERE'S THE RED HAIR?!!!!!!! *stares at director*

Mike's so cuuuuute!

Sam Uley! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. He so look like a Sam Uley(nettie says he looks Tarzan or the Pocahontas' Red Indians or like he just got out from The Amazon.)

The Bio teacher, Mr Molina totally looks like a Bio teacher. LOL.

Oh oh! i know the waitress! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. She looks pretty hot.

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Okay enough rant, time to study. :).

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ps/ Nette says, "the song So Contagious is so contagious. Ironic."

When A Disturbance Meets Disturbance.

Unrepentant, as always. :(.
**WARNING One of the many phases of adolescence; Exams!(well, no surprise here)

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Finals started on Monday! with both Bm and English essay papers! Those were okay, no rant on that. Today, no wait technically yesterday, i had my Moral and Science paper 2.

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Okay first things first, we're sitting for our finals right, right? Right. I memorized all my facts one by one really carefully and what do i get? Label the parts of the skins. -.- And not that i'm complaning lah, but tell me lah if you're setting kacang stuff. Like how would i know right.. finals would be so easy.

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Kay, moving on, Moral! mhmmm..

The paper is really stupid lah--not like it isn't most of the time--but it was reaaaaally stupid. There was a question that went, "Bilakah masa yang sesuai untuk perbincangan keluarga?" wth, right! Bila saya ada masa lah! I didnt actually answered that, later i get zero.

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Here's the irony, we had a family meeting that night.

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And to make matter worst! My classmates and I were placed in another class, 2E cos' PMR's going on bla blah(actually i don't know whats the purpose for but whatever.) and ohmygod, you wouldn't believe the sound the fan makes. ewekkk *makes a 360 degrees spin* ewekkk Kiamsiap school.

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And there's the teachers' kids. Can you imagine how noisy they can be? No. Scream here scream there "abang, abang, yadda yadda yadda" And there was one time the kids were bathing in the school toilet singing. very loudly. Oh! And i heard about the Pn Zakiah scolding the kid story. Hahaha!

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Okay, on another totally different subject, Jade and I have this hobby where we do random stuffs(we say the same random things most of the time, i swear!) and disturbing others when they study(i know, so mean right. study last minute somemore lah! ahemhypocriteahem.) And everyone runs away when we go near them! Haha! not bluffing!

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We created this game where we Juliet-ized and Romeo-ized names.

Take for example, the funniest one, Pathma.

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Puliet and Pomeo. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAH!

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Teoh started moving away from us by then. Then, we started doing dances right in front of Jaclyn;

I will follow youuuuuu, follow you wherever you may goooo.. There isnt an ocean too deep *do actions of waves* nor mountain so high it can keeeeeep *do the little house action on top of head* keep me awaaayyy.. *little houses sway left and right*

:D.

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Btw, Good luck for Pmr.

And, Good luck for finals.

(not like you guys need luck if you actually prepared 8D.)

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You Are Holy is an awesome Planetshakers' song. :).

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Time Of The Year.

jengjengjengggggggg!

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LILIAN TANG is NERDing. 8).

Mummy made me two cups of milo and bought loads of snacks and buns for me to curl up and nerd! I decided its more practical to read a lil of textbooks before i do my usual last-minute routine so i'd have more time to ACTUALLY READ! Hoho, im a geniussesat.

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I just came back from the local bookstore with a truckload of.. revision books! I prefer doing that than actually reading boring stuffs.I like my table messy when i nerd because there's just the nerdyyy atmosphere and i just feel the nerdness. Lol. Even with my favourite Barbie Doll mug. :D.

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And, not to forget my nerding glasses too! :D.

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Seriously i think i do that more than i study, oh wells.. I still got loads in my folder. hehe.

pffttt! i sound so excited.

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And we're good and ready to roll, see you after finals peeps.

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To my dear, beloved, friend

Teoh,

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

:D

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We all love youuuuuuu!

God bless and please study lah. lol.

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I just realised we dont have a picture together except for this one,

First from left.She has perfect teeth, btw. T_T

Pathma's expression is soooo.. -.-"

She's like "Ee, mosquito.(without the exclamation mark!)"

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xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

You Can Take The Girl Outta The City, But You Can't Take The City Outta The Girl.

Im useless at studying, i tell you!

I decided getting a headstart(stop rolling your eyes please, im trying not to myself, kay. Lynnette, stop laughing please.)

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Me, being me brought my truckload of stuffs to the computer room and switched on the comp(bad move, i know) and was going to google ASEAN for Sivic(yes, sivic, i know! i cannot afford getting a C again because it counts when Reshi is like a walking geography encyclopedia. how to beat her like that? Lol.) And, guess what? i got too caught up with the internet. Internet, sigh.You just can't live without 'em.

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Anywaaaaays, i love this song lah. My speakers are blasting and the piano's good.

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There's so many sad smilies in the cbox, due to exams. Stress not kicking in... Yet.

Always The Number One.

Yesterday, i received a funny text..

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Jaclyn: Any of you saw my calculator?

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I bet she sent that to me first! grrr..

WHY AM I ALWAYS THE most-likely-to-be-CULPRIT?!

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The first time was an accident!

Jaclyn: eh people, i think i lost my calculator lah.

Lilian: erhem.. erh hehe, i accidentally took it home.

*stare*

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And so then, everyone usually asks me first if their stuffs are missing.

i.e. Pathma, when she loses her pencil/rubber/ruler(forever things missing.)

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There was one day when i asked Lynnette,

**Note, current position with me lying on my back on the bed.

Hey Nette! someone sent me a text

"If I were to be your pet, which pet would i be? Choose and reply, I'll sent you the meaning later",

and before i even started the selection of answers-dog, cat, dove, snake, fish, puppy, butterfly, bear-she immediately said "PIG"

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How did all this people come from? Kent, Ohio?

She Has Her Wildest Imagination Rolling In.

I THINK ROBERT PATTINSON IS NOT HOT... AS EDWARD CULLEN, at least.

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He looks quite okay as Cedric Diggory, cute with those light brown hair.

As Edward Cullen on the other hand, he doesnt look okay with too much powder on his face and he looks like he wants to bite my head off. :'(. No, seriously.

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WHAT HAPPENED TO THE BOYISH LOOK?!

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Not need for pictures of him though, you can get them from most blogs now.

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On most days, sis and I discuss about who'd be more suitable, blablabla.

I LIKE

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Jared Leto. :).

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Now, He is HOT.

Right, right? so obsessed with his eyes lah. sighhhh..

He got a boyish side too, yKnow. See, the cooler side and the boyish side-so vampirish right!-which you can find by yahoo-ing "JARED LETO" Very easy, just a mere click of the "SEARCH" button.

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This photo completely irrelevant, but look at his body lah! pfffftt.

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Anyways! no matter what, my image of Edward Cullen in my head would be intact, but a lil distorted though. Rob Pattinson screwed it up a bit. Bella is also not exactly what i image-in-my-minded but, close.

I just don't feel(literally) R.P. as Edward Cullen.He doesnt look like A Edward Cullen. hmm?

Where Rainbow Ends, A Pot Of Gold Awaits.

First and foremost,

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(01/10)

Happy Birthday Bryan!

Everyone loves his jokes, especially me!

I get high on his tags. wooo :).

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Look at the few kids staring.They wished they could get a picture with "Gerard Way" like me(more like they wanna get a picture with me =p) but its his birthday so..

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Second,

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Happy Raya, dear Malaysians!

..especially to my darling, Zie(hah, pathma! i also can kay. :p)

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Bff, okay. :D

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Okay, so how did my holidays go?hmm..

I slept most of the time, really. So, i wouldnt know much of what happen most of the time.Lol.

I went shopping with my mother-and the rest of the fam-but i mention my mom cause she's so generous and all. *big smile*

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Yesterday

I slept in till around 12.peeeeegg. Went to Bukit Raja's Jusco for some shopping and spent around 3 hours there and headed for our western food dinner around there. Rushed home for our movie in AEON(yes, i know. petrol like so cheap right.LOL) watched Eagle Eye starring Shia LeBeouf and Michelle Monaghan and the show was pretty good. Quite an INTERESTING movie. But i felt weird lah watching Michelle acting in that action thriller film, yKnow the Made Of Honor impression thingy.Haha!

mhmm.. i rate it 4/5.

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Today

I overslept to go for tuition(yes, holidays also got.) After surviving one hour and half-without sleeping, mind you-i got home and watched telly the whole day with my mom.TV ADDICTS, i tell you. All thanks to Astro On Demand, nyek nyek nyek. Went out for dinner in Bukit Tinggi and out of buggy(more like irritating) demand out of my younger sister, we ended up in Bukit Tinggi's fun fair thingy that was just set up in Aeon's extra parking lot and put to good use as well, that side of parking lot is so deserted and more like a waste of space.

Surprisingly, the place was quite okay except they overcharged lah-entrance charges, rides; 3 token(6 bucks gone there) PER-PERSON for ONE ride and misc. Wth! When i got home, my stomach was topsy-turvy and felt like scrambled eggs.Me eating dinner right before going on rides being one of the main reason. :S Nevertheless, the day was gooooood.

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And Pathology is such a stupid, sick movie. Don't get excited because its Milo Ventimiglia acting. No, really.

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School in one more day! wheeee! not.

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ps/If you cant view my cbox, or there's anything out of order, please kindly comment through the comments.LOL.

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Good morning all!